There's always a sad part in every component of life. Even when you're on vacation to the places you want all your life, with peoples who love you unconditionally. Even in the beautiful evening, red shyly sky, a cup of tea and your favorite book on your lap, chill air breezing. Even when you just bought the cds of your favorite singer that you hunt for a long harsh time. Even when you got a birthday surprise with many presents and joy and greetings. Even when you graduated from a high school which worth your bones and bloods. Even when you won a competition called a worldwide event which is prestigious beyond your parents' expectation. Even when your messages are replied quickly by your crush. Even when your friends praise your nice simply thought, satisfied by your works, addicted to your presence. Even when you are now thinking about the happiest moment of your life.
I considered myself can't be really one hundred percent happy. Perhaps there are memories which always remains, memories of bitterness, memories of lost, memories of anything that definitely couldn't be erased. Memories which we ourselves recognized as things that shaped us.
And that's okay. Cause there's always a breath of relief inside your heart in every phases you through. Even when you failed. Even when you're being rejected. Even when you lost something or someone who are very, very important for your life. Even when you're leaved by things you actually want to be with them forever. Even when you didn't have a thing that the others might have. Even when you make your beloved person down by your unplanned acts. Even when you are now thinking about the worst phases of your life.
The breath of relief inside your heart suits the sad part just fine. The ups and downs, you will always be fine.
