Things has just scattered all over my head, my mind. Well this is a nice beginning of a-not-so-long holiday, I thought. Got a chance to doing nothing all day long became a really precious gift more than anything, doing nothing and thinking nothing, precisely. Weeks ago, I can't barely sleep due to final projects' deadline, I recklessly took 24 credits this semester where most of my friends only took 21 or 18 for the sake of keeping themselves sane. With bunch of non-academic stuffs I also enrolled myself, I'm already insane from the very beginning. So you guys don't waste your worry-ness for me. *split with a horrible smile holding pom-pom*
Fed up talking about my past, let's just summarize in a short explanation. 2012 has brought me into a better me. Many glimpse of luckiness I guess, also many disappointing moments happened, and that's okay. I could know myself better and that's what I really need to afford (most expensive thing I bought last year! Yeay).
What a sucks cliche lines above. I knew.
Whatever. The exciting things come from the future. Fu-future! *stutter and stammer*
Why I stuttered? Why I stammered? Cause me myself want to release all of my negative perspective upon life and that's kinda complicatdifficultbothersomed (okay new word invented). If I'm being asked what resolution I have for this year, like 20th years before, I have nothing. Or, if this could be counted as a resolution then I have one: being more positive. Yet I'm a big fan of Yin and Yang, I believe we're surrounded by too much negative auras. Hatred, gluttony, wrath, greed, sloth, prejudice, anything. So that I want become an entity who, at the very least, always remember the urgency about being positive. Simple but tricky.
A late piece of a new year thingy, huh? Hope this is apologetically approved cause it's still January anyway. Well then have an amazing year ahead, fellas. *big grin*
